There is a woman at my job who always looks at me, i don't know why

At work there is a woman who always looks at me when we meet. she doesn't work in my area, so we don't see each other very often, but when we do see each other she puts her eyes on me. maybe she remembers someone, i don't know ... she's a few years older than me, i thought, but she's sexy, i love her ... i think this mystery is what i love it. in the evening, i think about her secret, and i imagine having sex with her. sometimes it's a sad story that has to count, we make love and i hold it in my hearts with love. but sometimes she tells me that she feels things for me that fulfills all of her fantasies with me. then the sex is brutal, and i masturbate several times imagining this moment. maybe one day i'll encourage myself to speak